I still love you,.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Hello. Yes, it's now 11.51am, &I'm not in school. Was having a serious case of the mood swings, &i didn't want to attend school. Whatever for ? School just stresses me up. Fell asleep while texting Dhukhi/Kiki last night, heh. Received a text from Athirah earlier on, Danish&i scored the highest in an English comprehension, 24/40. Duh, that boy copied my answers. Well, at least he did quite a number on his own. 24/40, it's quite pathetic that I could get highest in class despite the fact that it's only 4 marks away from borderline marks. Ha, right ? Yeah. Got D7 in my Maths ranking, pfft! When will I ever score B4 ? Relentless, I won't give up ! Determine uh determine, ha!

Family's been getting along well, phew. Their frequent disputes are a headbanger, seriously.

I'm losing faith&hopes on you, seriously. What's the point, of being this close, when we're still nothing but friends ? I've simultaneously hurt my friend, because of you. For I was an imbecile, to have thought you'd cared&made a move. But, you didn't. Forget it, the feeling's fading just a tiny wincy bit, heh. But I still love you, dearest. Withal, I swear, I don't have feelings for my friend. We're just each other's confidante, nothing more. You're hesitating, due to that frigging theory you theorized. But, trust me, none of it's true. You're over paranoid, well, the both of you are. Ha!