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Sunday, January 10, 2010

Hey, Zieerah. I apologize for the image, honestly. I was just being a jerk, I’m not really sure if DEEP DOWN, I actually did hurt you or not. Stop hiding your inner self, stop putting on a strong front, you've misplaced your mask somewhere. Yet again, I apologize. I know, I’m apologizing after I’ve done sth. You see, there’s a difference between school&life. In school, you’re taught sth&then given a test. But in life, you’re given a test&you learn sth from it. So yes, I hope you get the link. I’m sorry.
P.S, everything was my idea. Not any of those two’s idea. If you’re grudging on whatever, I’m to blame, seriously. So yeah, you shouldn't hurt Rishi&Dinesh. I've never been the, "do-sth-evil-to-a-friend-and-withstand-for-days" sort of person. Yeah, I'm weak, I know.
I've pondered on it thoroughly. They were your cliques from the start, I shouldn't have showed up. Right now, their your's. They mean sth to you, you've told me once, you can't just leave them like that. Please, just, get back to them. I'll leave, I promise. I'll stop contacting them&all, so please ? Just, you know, reconcile. Like older times, when, Amylia doesn't exist amongst them. Treat it, as a little favour I'm asking from you. You're disheartened, so are the rest. The best way, really, is to get back together like old times. So yeah, I don't need your forgiveness. I've done my part, I've tried. Now it's all your's, you decide. Irrational explanation of why I did all this, was to get back at you. I've always thought you were the cause of my break up w/ Azeck, since no one ever explained to me. However, if you're actually not, I shouldn't pinpoint an innocent victim. Actually, I'm to blame, we weren't meant to last, just that. On the contrary, Naz, get back to them.

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