Amylia Ennalyna

mentally cocked up,.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

just look at my cat's face, hamster face huh ?

Hello. I agree, schools are for chumps. I'm sick and tired of school, school's dull. Life's isn't contenting at such youthful age, every thing's academics, academics, academics. I need to find myself something UN-cliche as my past time, but what ? Pfft, life's a dreaaaaaaaaaad at times. I'd often sleep throughout the whole day just to avoid having to reload my daily routine in life. But, that's implausible, I have schoolwork to complete ! Man, school's a bitch. Life's a bitch. Decision-making's a bitch. Whatever isn't a bitch ? Tsk.

I pathetically flunk my Malay Common Test by a mark ! Yes, a mark, one mark. Attained a 24/50, damn. Malay use to be frigging easy to pass, what a disappointment. My English is slacking, gotten a B4 nearing to B3. " Amylia, you use to always get A's for my English uh. This is the first time you've tasted a B. Even a foreigner like Simon could get an A, what a shame ! "
Even though Ms Isabelle Tan's kidding on the shame thingy, I knew it was true. How could I have lost to a person who takes English as his 2nd language ? Pfft, pathetic. I'm so beating that foreigner in English, just wait and witness. Ha! Okay, w.

Some thing's not in place between the both of us. Something I really detest, but what ? Could it be that my theory, that your feelings for me is fading, true ? Or, am i just paranoid ? Hopefully, I'm just being over paranoid. I do not want my theory to be a statement, never ever. Man, I'm feeling so mentally cocked up ! Ha, i have no idea why.